Wednesday, December 7, 2011

WWS 2- Working in a post-communist society

Before moving to the country of Albania, I could not have given you the answer to this question. My intended audience is very likely to be a group of students who are similar to who I was at the age of 16 to 18. I personally had not lived in another country, and hadn't actually traveled outside of the country until the age of 18 when I went on the Germany trip with Frau Horton. So post-communism environment was a far away idea that I had little to no concept of.  I am by no means an expert, I merely have my perceptions to draw from. 


"Meqënëse gjithçka zotërohek bashkërisht, asnjëri nuk ishte vertet ne komandë, asnjeri nuk ishte e interesuar. Çdo individ ishte çliruar nga përgjegjësitë sepse ai ose ajo ia përcillte niveleve me te larta, institucionale."


"Since everything was collectively owned, no one was really responsible; no one was in charge, no one cared. Every individual was absolved [translated to exonerated] of responsibility because he or she delegated it to a higher level, that of an institution." 
- Café europa, life after communism, by Slavenka Drakulić


Might as well delve right into it, what makes working in this country difficult and why Peace Corps is placed here. When speaking to the situations that are faced, I am drawing from my own experiences and reflections after having lived here for 9 months or so. Serving with the komuna, the local municipality of the Village of Ksamil, I have a counterpart who I work with in order to build up his capacity of work productivity. 


A typical work day in Ksamil consists largely of being at work but not necessarily being productive. Often I see people spending a large amount of time at coffees discussing the issues of the area which are frequent power outages, corruption, half destroyed buildings created by the government, lack of economic development in the off season, etc. (To be discussed in different posts). 


The quote I begin with is by an author who was generally writing about the situation of post-communist countries. She herself was from Croatia. In Albanian society there was the added issue that the country was completely exclusionary. Such as North Korea is now, borders were closed and people were not allowed to leave the country. Enver Hoxha, the dictator, created a system of fear in the people. He instilled in them the belief that they were the best in the world and must protect themselves from the influence of Western culture. It's estimated up to 750,000 concrete bunkers (extremely debatable, presumably one for every many) were constructed around the country to perpetuate this concept of immediate attack. Of course looking at the history of Albania, a centrally located country, this was something instilled in the people for decades as it was constantly besieged and taken over in the past. Along with visible restrictions of the people, people lived in a constant fear of one another as potential secret spies.


So referring back to my original quote. What this means to be working in this society is that there is this perpetual system of what is now corruption in order to continue functioning in a manner that was previously acceptable. It begins in the stages of elementary students. Here the children are passed through despite their grades because the school's standing is in jeopardy if there are lowering passing students. The system then is incorporated into their entire lives. Knowing that their teachers will be forced to give them a passing grade, students do not take a personal initiative to be successful and they  rely upon higher positions to hand down what is needed. As it was during communism time, you relied upon the higher beings to hand down to your assignments and to regulate your progress. And in a perfect society this works, but most evidently did not as supplies dwindled and people struggled to rely upon their governing bodies to give their necessities. 


So following this teaching of the infrastructure many students still attend university where corruption is rampant, it is very commonly well known even. I've known volunteers who have worked in the universities and have had their best students grades changed to be lowered and vice versa. Even, (oh ya btw Mom and Dad) I was dating an Albanian man for a time being who openly discussed with me the cost for his payoff to his professors. You pay the school for the course, as is normal, then sometimes you need to pay off your professor, and pay for a passing grade on your exams. 


The obvious effects of this being an incompetent work force. Positions in jobs are granted through who you know and who you owe and lack of educated and qualified personnel in higher positions is prevalent. As working in government is what I'm particularly doing, and planning is what I'm educated in, I can see that the most obvious effects is the need of improved understanding of application of long term planning/any planning at all. Village improvements are at the whim of the governing body. Every 4 years a new mayor of the municipality is installed and rewards those that got him to this position with jobs, whether or not they are qualified. Then practices of scapegoating, lack of personal responsibility for work, little to no interest in statistically proven inventive programming. 


Whew, that is quite a bit, I know. But the system that perpetuates this needs a re-haul at all stages, this is just a small section of course. The entire being of corruption in this post-communist society goes much deeper into the federal government level, which I'm not as educated on. 


How one goes about solving these problems is also up for attack. On one hand imposing Western ideals is not a solution, but yet it is what is currently desired by the people. And 
I was never very much of an American patriot, I could write blog after blog about the lack of servicing of the needs of the American people. But living here has further opened up my eyes to the Western mentality which is that there is a reason why the United States is one of the most powerful nations in the world. As we are raised we in general are held to a very high level of expectancy. America is a culture of protestant work ethic citizens that have the experience of large scale efficient processes and reliance on methods, statistics, and productivity. 


It is easy to point the finger and say, "hey Albania, get your shit together", and believe me I do too often. But this is coming from me American girl taught I can be what ever I want to be. Here, the outlook can be bleak at times. Besides corruption, what does one do if your language is only spoken by about 6 million people worldwide? Can you adequately seek the resources of often Western English speaking countries to assist yourself? Do you work with your own corrupt government system? 


By no means do I describe everyone. I merely am describing reflections on the system I am observing. Of course, this is the reason for placing volunteers here. We are here to build capacity, teach Western work ethic, deny the use of corruption, employ our understanding of English to educate other, and well.. try to help do something some how.


One shining light in all this is a student organization created and conducted by Peace Corps volunteers to empower students to the potential of a better tomorrow. My own involvement with clubs at a young age furthered a passion and anxiousness to do something more with my life. Growing up in the land of the plenty, these opportunities to do something for me were obvious. But here in Albania, the need for encouragement is monumental for youth who face what can sometimes feel like impossible odds.


I hope that this post explains more. It can't be quite understand without seeing it first hand but educating one self is the first step to understanding. I felt helpless to what I was taught about the struggles of so many other countries around the world. Perhaps some day you'll consider Peace Corps or some other program to give some of the gift of well.. luck one has of being raised in a secure environment. 


If you are interested in learning more about the Outdoor Ambassador program and perhaps in some small way wish to start to make a difference do please check out our newest drive for our upcoming Youth Leadership Training
The youth of Albania are the future for this country, a new generation outside of communist regimes and lifestyles and this club is hoping to be a part of the creation of a morally conscious, active, positive, hopeful era of leaders. 



Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Giving Thanks


I’ve been living in Albania for almost 9 months now. Past blogs can demonstrate the thoughts that pass through my mind of failure, unhappiness, and downright depression at times. These aren’t things any of you necessarily want to know about. I set myself up with this objective with high hopes and big plans, I’m learning still that the cookie cutter idea of Peace Corps is nonexistent. We do what we can, as we can and those wonderful stories you here afterwards back at home, those are the best of the best times. They don’t talk about the completely desolate feeling of living alone surrounded by people who don’t understand what you’re saying.  The frustrations I have felt in the past months still rise up at times and most definitely will more in the future as I get back to working more and trying to do something here. But this blogpost isn’t like the others I have been doing.

I just got back from the trip to Jamaica with my whole family for my sister Cami’s wedding. It’s an astonishing weirdness to being so suddenly transplanted from this culture I’ve so drastically been swearing at in this blog, my diary, to my family, and friends to home, America. Living in America we forget that we are one of the most privileged countries in the world. Coming home I’m starkly reminded that this glorified idea that the Albanians I work with hold America to is not always correct. So frankly I was reminded of this when I went to Walmart in Streator. And then we went to Jamaica which is a site that Peace Corps is placed and which is also strikingly poor and struggling in parts.

Well the first day or so I was in America I spent the majority of it working on goal 2 (?) of Peace Corps, sharing with Americans information about the country I’m serving in. Meaning, I just kept talking on and on about things that hit me as adversely different from what I’ve been seeing in Albania. But I found myself complaining about both of these cultures, I’m a bit of a cynic (as though that is not obvious). But there are so many good times I’ve had here and I do not give the adequate praise for both of these civilizations. Long term I hope that the more positive aspects of the culture of Albania will come through in my posts but today I’m mainly reflecting upon the impacts and the thankfulness I feel for those supporting my service.

So Mom and Dad, I’m extremely indebted to you two. Thank you for keeping me going here in Albania with the numerous care packages. At times, rather random things that pop into my head that I thought I needed in order to survive, well maybe they’re obviously unnecessary and silly in retrospect but the thought that people overseas haven’t forgotten me and are still wishing to make things go better is so highly appreciated. But not only material comforts but this great adventure of 32 hours of plane rides and 16 hours on a bus; was definitely this drastic undertaking that empowered me to believe that set with a grand task I was able to accomplish things. But then being there and being provided everything I needed and not scrounging to cook something, get somewhere, cleanup something, do my laundry, andhave enough money to get something; well thanks Mom and Dad for being parents and taking on the stress of caring for me and letting me be young. And though I still verbally kick and complain when offered advice about the situation I’m facing, as I have always been your most obstinate daughter, I’m still listening. I’m terrible at accepting praise and criticism but I am listening and am trying to work on practicing, “prudence, patience, and perseverance.”

I had an amazing time in Jamaica. It is such a wonderfully beautiful place free of post-communist cold buildings and cuddling up to space heaters with 5 layers on. It wasn’t only the all-inclusive resort with a never ending bar and food that I enjoyed, but a shumebukur wedding. Cami and Jake thank you for getting married in Jamaica. Thank you for giving me a big reason to come home AND to go there. When you decided to do this Cami I thought, this is the weirdest thing you have ever conceived. Who would think cut off t-shirt, workout freak, bus driving Cami would want this type of wedding? Not I for sure but I guess it’s in the releasing the control of the details that made it such a fantastic experience for all of us. I, as maid of honor, sure didn’t have a lot of time to make the little do dads called for in more traditional weddings. We all merely showed up, partied, and then celebrated. You of course set the bar pretty high, and probably the only way to beat it is a wedding in Albania (C’armendonti R?). Just kidding, the experience of trying to teach Jake, John, and Chris traditional circle dancing has shown me otherwise.

In a larger sense all of those that support us, myself and other PC volunteers, are highly appreciated. Kara, the French press you sent me is fueling my caffeine drive right now to get this completed. The other day my friend Alana posted a status in reference to an evening her mother helped create for us. She had received a care package of materials necessary to make hot wings and being the completely amazing cook that she is whipped them up for some of us. We spent that evening singing, dancing, watching Ryan make a fool of himself, laughing until we were crying, and spending time with friends. I have to agree with her that it was one of the best nights I’ve ever had in Albania. Brought together by a care package to remind us of what the simple pleasures of what wing nights in America were like and going above and beyond that experience to become a glorification of our culture.

I’m not to the point of extreme culinary skills that Alana has achieved, but I’m working on it. It’s with the help of my family that I hope to be a better person here, even if it is in the smallest of ways, being a better cook. But it’s not only my family that I need to give thanks for here. How much religion has been a part of my life is debatable; how much Park Church has been is not. I have some great memories in Park Church and some very sad ones as well. This was the place I was able to be privy to large scale musical programs, dynamic illustrated tales, and an extension of family. And since I’ve been here, the number of cards and personal notes from church members was unanticipated but remarkable. So thank you to all those that are keeping me in their thoughts and prayers, if so inclined. It is the gift that I received from the church that made this coming holiday possible for many of us here, as I put the money towards our feast.

This Thanksgiving our southern Albania PC tribe is getting together to give thanks together. For me and perhaps some others at the table, this is the first Thanksgiving away from home. However, without a doubt, the goodwill shared with us from all the people we’re tied to will be present at our table. Ten people may be sitting down in Tepelenapasneser but indeterminate amounts of people brought this together. Thank you to all of you, you are present and active in creating the best of the best times of our Peace Corps service. 

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Care Package Wishlist

I have broken this into categories so there isn't confusion on what is something I actually need and what would be great to have as a present, but completely not really necessary. The last section is the projects section, which aren't pertinent but again only if you wish. Sorry if I'm asking too much. People ask what I need/want and I'm just putting it out there. I think in general you can see which wishes are far fetched and only if we run out of things or if they're really cheap and can just be thrown in. Like.. peppermint extract not a very large priority. I just have this idea of trying to do as many recipes in the cookbooks I have as possible.

* Alterations made on 12-21-11, the following are all that I can find left that my amazing family hasn't sent me. Again, completely not necessary.


- Taco seasoning mixes- are always a good thing
- Chili pepper
- Spices: cardamon, saffron
- Canned artichoke- I love artichoke.
- Pudding: lemon, butterscotch
- Aprons

Art/ Clothing projects
- IDEA store by the pound old school dress designs

Gardening projects- most of these really aren't even wanted until the Spring anyway
- Seeds- Asparagus*, green beans*, beets, broccoli*, cabbage, carrots, sweet corn, cauliflower, horseradish*, lettuce, okra, onions, peanuts, sugar snap peas*, peppers, pumpkin, radishes*, rhubarb*, spinach, tomato, watermelon,
*- hard to find in Albania

Cooking projects
- Cheese- liquid starter or DVI dry starter, rennet tablets, Propionibacterium shermanii culture (not sure if this is the same as starter, 
- General- Healthy living cook books
- Cooking- poultry seasoning, liquid smoke

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Worldwise School Program Post #1- Introduction

What is the Worldwise School Program? 
This is a correspondence program where I will share with Mr. Tyne's classrooms information about the history, culture, sociology, etc. of Albania. As well, I will share information about Eastern Europe in general, Peace Corps, and any other topics or questions that are posed to me. 


Who am I?


Casey Loving. I am 23. I grew up on a farm Northwest of Streator, attended Streator High School, and graduated in 2006. I went to the University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign and graduated early in December 2009 with a Bachelor of Arts in Urban and Regional Planning and a minor in Gender and Women's Studies. 


While at university I began an unpaid internship at the Champaign Downtown Association (CDA), this position evolved to me being the sole employee as Staff Director and hiring other unpaid interns. The focus of this organization was to improve and market Downtown Champaign. While working for the CDA, I started social media marketing for a downtown nonprofit art gallery. My decision to complete school early was due to the opportunity to take over operations of the gallery. I became the Gallery Director of Indi Go Artist Co-Op in January 2010. In 2010 we had 34 art exhibits and 19 additional events. Check it out on Facebook for lots of photos.  


I applied for Peace Corps while I was still a junior in college. For a full story on the application check out this past blog entry. In short terms I received a placement in March 2010, and officially chosen for a country in December 2010. I arrived in Albania in March 2011. 


What got me here? 
Drive, passion, anxiousness to do something more with my life, desire to travel and see the world- to get out of Streator. But what actual steps? In retrospect I can easily say that the organizations I was involved with in high school and before led the ground work for my interest for more to life and also a passion for volunteering and improving the lives of others. Specifically, I was involved with 4-H for 10 years which required planning, organizing, and creating something. Also, Key Club was heavily influential. We had a crazy busy club that was exciting and entertaining because we were all so dedicated to improving the community and worked together to find innovative methods for such. 


How these particular instances were effective were that they made larger ideas possible. Due to my involvement I was able to accomplish big dreams such as creating the Mr. Bulldog contest, a Whose Line is it Anyway comedy show night at Engle Lane, Spag for Spas, etc. It is empowering to come up with concepts and to have a possibility to see them come to furition through partnerships with my peers and without community organizations. And 4-H taught me to create in the manner that if I wished to compete, I need to be systematic and organized about accomplishing my personal goals. 


Service clubs led the ground work. Working as a volunteer intern opened opportunities for me to show that I have the ability to perform and therefore led to an amazing job opportunity with the gallery. So Peace Corps, is just a probable step on the journey. If you were to ask how can I better myself, do interesting things, and be accomplished; I would obviously tell you to volunteer. 


Where are you volunteering? 
I am a Community Organization and Development Facilitator in Ksamil, Albania. Albania is located North of Greece and across the sea from Italy. Ksamil is located in the most southern tip of Albania. From my living room I can see the crystal clear blue Ionian sea and the Greek island of Corfu. 


Details of Peace Corps in general can best be answered by perusing the website. http://www.peacecorps.gov
I will cover my experiences further, but if you are interested in how you could join this is the best place. In the future I can answer direct questions. Some of the topics that will be covered in the upcoming blog articles and mailings to Mr. Tyne will be about: international travel, eastern european mentality, everyday life, traditional food, maps, walking videos, ancient history of the area, communist and post communist history, perceptions of Americans living abroad, Peace Corps service in general, and my work to improve Ksamil. 


Happy reading, hope that you find this entertaining and enlightening!
Best,
Casey

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Nesting

Previously, I was living in what I often refered to as the hotel or dorm room. Well, I can't complain any more. This is a post to celebrate because I'm able to nest now. My new place was a choice between half of a house on the beach or this new larger communist style block housing. New construction in Ksamil is often meant just for those that are coming for a short summer trip and lacks a lot of space or things like.. counter space or a stove because it's just meant for short term living arrangements. But this is new place is very much what could be lived in year round. And also, I think it's really pretty even for Albanian decorating, it has a lot of potential. If nothing else it's comfortable and puts me more at ease.




I feel that the style of the living room is almost Southwestern with the prints on the couches. Overall, the whole place has a lot of tourquoise, yellow, tan, orange, and other shades of red.






Amazing how much I missed have a real kitchen when I was at my old place and how much having one can affect one to be more comfortable. Now I can finally cook the things that I didn't know I would miss. This weekend being apple pie and carrot cake. A kitchen to myself. 
















Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Need Work!

Merzit means- bored, annoyed, angry, or upset.

I want some work. Give me something to do. Friends, family, acquaintances, even random people that stumble upon this.. send me an email with something to do. I can proofread a bit or give suggestions on writing in general, would love to see some unique art, or maybe you want to suggest some very long tedious task that I could dedicate my free time too. Anything at all. Please.

What am I doing? I'm reading, writing, trying to cook, facebooking, going to the beach.... Really I have done a few things in the office. I created a survey and translated it to German and Shqip. I've researched designs to create a website. I created a database for business information. I started taking this business information to create the html for a wikitravel page. The times we have gone out to businesses I have taken photos for the website. We also made up a list of possible business improvement courses that we could give in the komuna and have been taking it around to the businesses to see what is possible.

This is in 3 months of being here, with about a month and a half of waiting for the elections to be over, losing a counterpart, and getting another.

Working in the office.

But I'm at a stand still today. We've taken the surveys to some businesses and a travel agency. I don't wish to proceed with the website development without working with someone in my office. What is the point of me doing this without someone to continue it once I am gone? The purpose of my being here is to build capacity with the people I work with. However, my office is made up of my counterpart an Albanian American that will eventually be returning to the US, a girl that is my age and a lawyer, a police officer, and a brand new person that is supposed to work on culture development in the school. That all sounds lovely right? Well no one wants to work on what I have to offer really, besides my counterpart. I feel that doing so with him isn't sustainable, however.

Let me explain my counterpart a bit more as well, he is what would be termed a connector. He meets with people continuously all day for several coffees and fields their complaints about issues of the area and the komuna. He knows everyone in town, probably. This is just some peoples' work ethic, it's not a negative aspect. In other ways, he reminds me of my past boss incredibly, to the point of being slightly uncomfortable. I can elaborate with those that wish to understand further, in a more personal, nongovernment reviewed blog.

This is the going to the businesses and having a coffee.
A very regular activity.
So I go with him on his coffees as they are important in building relations, but in a different language and topics that do not pertain to my abilities to accomplish anything, and I get a little merzitem. (bored)

So back to the problem, I've been researching grants but I need the connections to make these things happen and I need people willing to considering doing projects, which is about no one. Do I keep going and just rely on my counterpart? Currently our research and collection of data for the website is not complete because this is what I'm doing, waiting for him.

I'm a worker bee. I like to be set to a task and work my god damned ass off until it's done. I like to find new ideas, organize it all on my own, and pull it off. But that's not the system of Peace Corps, that doesn't build capacity. So what I really need to do is find something that me, that I can accomplish on my own completely. But something worthwhile that isn't just to fill time. 

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Living in Ksamil


It has been a very long time since I have written here. PST has ended and the transition into service has began. My site is quite different from everyone else in PC Albania. I'm living in a small tourist village, the most Southern location we place people in Albania. The area is beautiful with the clear, beautiful aqua blue sea that you can see through to the coral below and neighboring uninhabited islands. However, it comes with it's faults of being an area full of issues with documentation for properties which resulted in destruction of many (280) apartment complexes in the area about 2 years ago. Previously it was mainly a location where people lived and worked on the large communism farms and hence has exploded into a tourism venue, the planning and design of such facilitated by the people and not quickly enough being regulated by the government.

Right now there are quite a few tourists, all buffeting themselves through places not often large enough for two cars; unfinished road construction which leaves your cars falling deep into pot holes or flinging rocks as you attempt to get from here to there, plus of course lots of dust and idiot drivers who still think all this is actually the highway. From what I hear, there are still more to come and the village will be bombarded in August. The demographics of the area is very unusual. The majority of people that 'live' here only live here in the summer time and are else where during the rest of the year such as Greece, Tirana, or Italy. Recently I have gotten a new counterpart who is actually American. He has been living there for 11 years, has a business and family in Michigan. We call each other neighbors, since the distance between states is quite hard to describe to Shqiptars.. being that it sometimes would be from going North to South in the country. How large America is, is quite hard to explain. I'll hopefully make a scale map sometime. I was pretty sure everyone thought that I was a tourist that was going to leave at the end of the summer like all of them but our work now is visiting all of the businesses in the area to gather their information for a database on wikitravel as well as developing it for our own website.

We had a change in our mayor. Previously, Ksamil was Democrat and is now Socialist. In the capital, Tirana we were waiting for the new mayor to officially take over. Elections were on the 8th of May, following a week of ballot counting which Edi Rama was declared the winner. However, some ballots were not counted because they were placed in the wrong boxes. By law, these are not supposed to be counted but it was taken to the panel that makes final decisions and were counted. In the original elections Rama won by 10 votes, after the other votes were counted I believe Basha the Democratic candidate won by 60 or so votes. I don't want to go to far into the politics of this as I am jopolitik as a PCV and I don't really know who to believe or what they're actually saying on the news. However, from what I have gathered the right to count votes that were misplaced was denied in the past by the Democrat party for the Socialists. That may have been allowed this time because the President, who was in politics before communism was over and is still in politics to today (hm), is Democrat. I have also heard that people may have misplaced their votes on purpose because they vote for a certain party in order to keep their jobs, not because they are with that candidate. However, I again know very little besides what I hear from a few people. I am not an official representative of the United States in any manner, I'm merely stating what has been voiced to me.

Either way, because of this issue that has been being repealed and so forth, elections that took place 2 months ago have finally drawn to a close. During the wait the municipality workers were not really working as they were in a stand still about what would happen. Often when a new mayor takes office that is of a different party, he or she (she is really rare) fires all of the current employees. Our kommuna is fairly small, so that didn't happen completely. But unfortunately it did happen to some very educated, hard working, experienced employees. My past counterpart actually was let go after working in the kommuna for 11 years, being deeply tied to the community and well liked and known by all I find this quite unfortunate. Of course, I shalt not cry who moved my cheese, as perhaps, as often happens in Albania, party favoritism may have made her less of an unbiased employee. It is merely sad, specially the manner it took place of dismissing her one day after weeks of back and forth on the date of departure. I do think she's a very hardworking, lovely, strong women. In a country where your place in society often rests upon the man you get staked too, she persevered to define herself on her own terms. Of course, la de da, in my humble opinion.

How's your house? I refer to my apartment as my dorm room. It's about the size of the one I had Sophomore year of college.. but slightly smaller. Of course, I have my own bathroom. The kitchen area is a small section in the room with some cabinets, sink, and a double hot plate. Such a funny thing to figure out the things you'll really miss.. like a stove. If only I could bake an apple pie, which I did what? Maybe twice before coming to Albania. Every time I start to complain about these things I have to stop myself of course because this really is the posh corp. I could be in Africa, eating roots and living in a straw hut with a mosquito net..

Why don't you have new pictures up? I was robbed of my camera on a camping trip during PST. Thanks high school boys in Bishem, such a lovely welcoming.

For whoever reads this, which I doubt is many people, please value that whenever you want to talk to someone you can. You live in a country where most everyone understands you. Don't take for granted that if you need to get some where, people may not always be friendly and inviting in America but at least they speak English. It's interesting that I talk to people about things that in America I wouldn't ask about like.. when does the bus come? Or stopping people to ask where this or that is. I'd probably just wonder lost for a bit in America. Here in a different language, I ask because.. I might struggle with the language but people are overwhelmingly helpful. My first trip back from Ksamil during PST I was very ill. The man told me where the bus was when I stumbled into Saranda, sat me down in a place, checked on me often, came and grabbed me when it was time for me to get off. Sometimes they are a bit too helpful, as I have experienced when I go into a store just to wonder around to see what they have but find a helpful shopkeeper coming up to me to escort me to whatever I need. But I must remind myself that the opposite would suck, to not always be welcomed favorably just because I was born in America.

Also, do not make fun of people that don't speak English. Speaking louder, even annunciating more, getting upset, etc don't do that. How lovely that you know when people are speaking about you, how unlovely to catch only glimpses of said conversation. I'm just saying this, not as though this happens often or anything that negative is said about me.. I think.

Albanians really like Americans more then most Americans like Americans, I'm pretty sure. 

So how are you really doing? Well.. I'm not going to go too much into it. I'm feeling lonely and upset at times and wondering why the hell did I leave comfortable, normal surroundings. I'm wondering what I actually will accomplish here, worrying I'm not the right person to have been sent here, anger at the completely idiocy I see at times and have no control over,  fretting fretting fretting. Plus, I really have changed.. less outgoing, more reserved and withdrawn. Hopefully just a phase. If you want to be something just be.. well easier said then done.

I have crazy dreams all the time about being in America just doing normal things like.. drinking beers with friends in the pool but worrying throughout it that I need to get back to Albania. I think that means that yes, I miss America a lot but I know this is where I'm supposed to be right now. It's difficult, but this is what I signed up for.

One last question, how do you say Ksamil? I always drop the k and sah-meal. That is the what the ending sounds like, however, people often do not understand me. Then again, I often say things, they don't understand, someone repeats exactly what I said, and it's understood. I think this is due to putting emphasis in the wrong location when I say words sometimes. My host father told me that the ks is like taksi= taxi.... I just find this extremely difficult to say maybe because starting words with an x sound is basically unheard of in English. Either way, I just repeat myself a lot, go in detail of where it is located in relation to Saranda and sometimes people understand me. 

Sunday, April 3, 2011

2 or 3 Weeks In?

Well, the last time I wrote I was in DC. This will be the quickest review I can make of the last two-three weeks. There has been a lot of studying, adapting, some drinking, getting to know people, and enjoying the extreme beauty of Albania.

Studying- My general schedule is 8 am- 1 pm language classes. The afternoon I spend either playing volleyball, more studying, Facebook, hiking, or playing with the little girls in my neighborhood. This is really exhausting, I usually go to bed at like 10:30 pm. I may not always be doing labor intensive projects, but.. the extreme amount of time and concentration it takes to think about translation and act upon it is really.. exhausting.  I am finally able to post a blog because I’m visiting a volunteer and getting away from the structured lifestyle. Our life in PST is like junior high. We have to be home at dark, we go to bed early, we get up early, we go to school, we play, we study, we flirt like it's jr high, we don’t have friends over whenever we want, we are constantly on a schedule that is given to us, etc etc. Thank god for this visit to see that it will get better. It will. It will. It will. It’s not like I’m leaving, quite the opposite. I’m just exhausted. 
I fell in a hole and got my tennis shoes all gross so playing in my heels was the solution. This is my host sister Klea. Might as well put this up to make fun of myself.






I moved in with a family that speaks limited English, as most people do. So it’s intense, and it’s constant. Communication with my family is mainly looking at my notes, looking up words in the dictionary, and then showing them the words or at least it was at the beginning. It’s slowly getting better. Avash avash

Something to know about Albania, gender roles are not the same as the US. Imagine the 1950s but with internet… This is not even a terrible method of explaining. But women do the cooking, cleaning, caring for children, and also the farm labor. Men spend a lot of time hanging out at the bar and limited helping around the house, besides the gardening.. This is obviously not true for everyone, (everyone's PC experience is different, 2579th time this has been repeated :)) but the overall concept. The important thing to understand is that in the US, everything became more individualistic whereas it had been previously very communal. So, as I’m used to going to the bars, doing what I want, being very independent, and la de da; this is not as easy. Perceptions of me reflect upon my family and also effects how successful I can be in my eventual site. So women do not go to the bar and misbehave like we do in Amerika.

Things are cheap cheap in Albania. The currency is in new lek, which has been in place since the late 60s but everyone speaks in old lek. So the conversion is, a 100 lek furgon ride (vans that are cheaper than taxis and faster than busses) will be communicated to you as 1000 lek. 1000 lek is old lek. Everyone supposedly* talks of money in old lek terminology, even though the new system has been in place for over 40 years. Don’t ask me why, I don’t understand it either.  100 new lek is $1, it’s quite simple. *Supposedly, but then again not always.

Jump roping with Eric and some local girls.
My family is Jakup (pronounced Yakup) a grammar teacher, Mandolina or Mandi a food engineer, 7 year old Klea (Clay-uh), and 2 year old Klifford (Kliffordi). But it’s really good. The food is delicious. See Facebook for a photo of a common dish, it's rice mixed with spinach I believe with cheese and egg on top. The food isn’t quite like Amerika, of course, but it’s really good. Like the main things I eat are apples (pronounced mole), oranges (portokall), soup (jell),  feta cheese (dee-oth) , bread (book), cucumber (kastravetz), potato (patatoe), meat (mish), and egg (vetz). There's your vocab lesson for this blog. Writing this in pronunciation in order for anyone that is reading to learn and visit me and because I haven’t figured out typing. The alphabet is longer than ours and I don’t know how to create the extra letters yet on word and also to insert the umlauts over letters quite yet. I have very little free time really. 

FYI I’m not concerned with grammar in this blog at all. I’m trying to get a lot of information out as quickly as possible, as I do not have a lot of time. I went to an internet café and my host family has a computer that they use but I’d prefer to use my own and not bother them. So I’m finally able to put up this blog that I drafted forever ago. 

Things to know if you visit, do not wave around the ok sign. This is offensive, it basically means fuck your mom. Unless you bring across your chest then it's a good thing. I really do hope people visit. It’s beautiful, it’s cheap, it’s interesting, and when else are you going to know someone and get the chance to see it? You can make a whole trip of it and see Macedonia, Greece, Kosovo, Italy, Bulgaria, Romania, Montenegro, Serbia, etc. Really think about it. But I can’t travel for 6 months and kind of not allowed visitors until then either. I know the wedding is come up in November so travel first and foremost for it but think about it in the year after, really. So really I'm thinking Spring-Fall next year.

Some of my favorite people. Kip and Maayan came from Shoshice to Librazhd where Sean and I are at.
Don't come during the winter. It gets cold and there isn't insulation in the homes. The way construction takes place: People earn some money and put on additions as they can afford it. So, something very common to see is partially finished structures, every where really. A lot of men go to Greece to work and send back money to their families. Due to Greece's recent struggles this has been difficult as well. The unemployment rate is somewhere between, from guestimation and people telling me varying amounts maybe 20-40% of the population.

We find out on April 15th where our sites will be, which is lovely. Visiting Kate in Berat this weekend, she says that announcements of sites is a big deal. Like they make a big deal out of it and then everyone gets beers at Grameli’s, the main bar for volunteers in Elbasan. Then Saturday is a meet and greet with current volunteers. So I’m really excited, awesome birthday weekend!

I’ve decided to advocate for a really hard site placement that I heard about. Really, zero guarantees. It’s a location where there is tourism, an art gallery, and I’d be working in a bashkia. However, sometimes when a volunteer is placed in a community they mess it up everyone else. You can do this by rushing in like an American and thinking you’re going to change everything. When we enter our sites it will be beginning of June. Summer months are very slow to get work done. August, it seems, it’s almost nonexistent. You spend a lot of your time when you begin developing relationships. So the previous volunteer at this site.. kind of ruined it. She came in and ruined relationships and hence forth has returned to the US. But.. I dunno, I’m going to ask about it. Most of the times PC will step away from these situations for a while to let the storm calm. Why am I trying to get more work for myself? I dunno. 

Dancing with a man while the rest of the group works on our map, which was really the best if I say so myself. No worries, I did work too. Drew the sketch of the sculpture in town, added the pretty trash flower, developed the photos, wrote the names of things, moral support, etc.
Love and miss you guys but truthfully, on my first day in Librazhd met a volunteer who was here on her 3rd year and likely going to stay. Says it’s hard to go back, people just don’t quite understand what she has been through. I think that will likely happen.. I’m not sure if I’ll come back, truthfully. I would love to be a life-r but, this is only after 2 weeks. 

Also, in case you visit.. there is a lot of trash. It is everywhere. Still working on getting some inspiration and some examples that I wish to base some art projects off of. Thankfully I brought my scissors (Gershire) in order to make things, despite mother (mamma) fighting me about that. Gonna hold off for a bit, I’d like to know the language well enough in order to explain to my family what I am doing. Thinking about creating a re-use plastic chandelier but don’t want to just start and them think I’m crazy, might need to wait until I’m in my site. I’m crazy by Amerikan standards anyway… but might as well let people know this gradually. I learned how to knit yesterday and am starting in on a yellow scarf!! Yay, something healthy to keep me away from other issues. This blog is messy all over, written in different stages, and I’m too tired to care. 

LOVE!

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Offense rather than defense.

I tweeted recently that when I went to the attorney's office to finish my power of attorney things they asked me what the difference between the service and the Peace Corps was. I replied, "the army shoots people". Quickest way I could think of to respond and in simplest terms.

But this made me think more, I think what we are doing is an offensive approach to the situation in the world. We're making peace happen with people in other countries rather than a defensive approach of combating them due to conflict. We're working ahead to prevent such methods. If I really love this I want to keep going with it. I feel strongly that preventive rather than reactive methods should be increased. That is obviously not the simplest solution. It takes certain types of people to do this.

Same as it takes certain types of people to be in the service. I in no way at all discredit what any branch does, I myself had considered it. However, I think I'm a little too crazy to be reigned in. Lunch yesterday, had Greek coffee which is actually fairly good when you get through the gross film on top and not drink the sludge at the bottom. Really got me all hyped up, started scaring my new friends early on. They created a term for the energy, my t-rex mode. HA!

The service is just as needed as the corps. My brother in law is a Major and Kara was a Captain, I have great reverence for what they have done and are doing. I merely desire that more is done on the peace end.

I love that in staging they said, "you don't have to explain to anyone else why you're here." Oh thank you. We have to explain to everyone else, thank you for the break. We all get it. We know why we're here. Perhaps I explained part of my reasoning above.

I love these people. I think I scare people off though. Trying to tone back my natural desire to become besties with everyone. We went out in Georgetown last night. Oh btw, I love Georgetown. I would really like to live here some day maybe. First stop was an Indian restaurant where I got to know Brenna, Lisa, Meagan, and Maayan better. Such amazing people. Maayan has like 4 majors graduated same time as me and has been working at a labor law firm. Lived in Israel half her life, speaks like 3 languages and is completely beautiful.

Getting here was fun, ha. Stayed at Mark and Sara's last night. Love them, what great people to aspire to be like. I was feeling before I left very... reserved. Not much like myself. I think being home does that to me though. My mother is very forward and my father is reserved, I fall into being more hidden. They cooked an amazing steak lunch for me with green beans and bacon, packet potatoes, and grilled salted red and yellow peppers.

A quick survey of everyone makes me pretty sure I've been at this the longest. I've been working to get into the PC since January 2009, that's 26 months for my 27 months of training and service.

After the Indian restaurant, which again was delicious, thank you Sean for ordering for the group. Really, made it so easy. Brenna and I showed up late, were worried there wasn't room for us and that we were undesired and should go else where. Another great thing, my roomie is awesome. We get along very well. We've already made an anti mean girls pact.

We went to another more.. country ish bar. Lots of Americana, as we are nearly in DC. Made some calls to besties- Em and V. Great talks, I can't remember now as I was a few drinks in but not to the point of remembering events just not all the details. Guess I told Kip, one of the guys in the group that I was in health education repeatedly. That's false, what silliness. Drinking needs to decrease and it will. Many people are talking about how it's inappropriate for women to be at bars in Albania and also they get to go to coffee less than the men do.

I'm missing out on touring DC right now because I needed to get postage for the package to send back my phone in... but it gives me time to write this. I just want everything to work out well. I gots to calm it back a bit, not be as much me, to a degree. Who I am in the US can't be the same in Albania.

After bar 2 we started walking back and then they all wanted to go to a hookah bar. Some how I went along. Dunno why, I enjoy yet highly dislike hookah. I don't think I've ever had such a strong hookah before. It was really quite fun to get the experience but it makes me ill as I'm not used to nicotine. I never never smoke cigarettes any more, or at least to a very very small degree. I'm usually the person that takes the cigarette out of peoples hands and puts them out. I don't like to see the people I love venturing out on what I know is such a slow, deadly endeavor. I've seen the after effects repeatedly in my family, don't want anyone to go through that. We also had some lovely tea, but I was really not feeling well. It hit me pretty bad.

Be safe, behave, don't make a fool of yourself Casey. Understand your limits. Do well. Finish this blog, write Jake an email, take a shower, pack, and get ready. :) LOVE!

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Small things, stitched together, add up.

I'm in this awkward place in my life where I can't do things. I can't create anything right now because I can't take it with me and I don't have enough time to make it here. But I feel so inspired, so I'll blog about it and get back to when I can.

Two cool things. Quilting and Carnival Wedding.
Quilting for a cause. I've never really sewn anything. I created a crappy dress and a big pillow case basically for a comforter and then the past gallery show. But I'd really like to create things, obviously from cast off items. Stumbled upon, through etsy of course, a book called Quilting for Peace: Make the World a Better Place One Stitch at a Time.

"The act of piecing a patchwork quilt is both utterly practical and powerfully symbolic. It's an act of reclaiming, saving, mending, and unifying. The result, the quilt itself, solves a basic problem- the need for warmth- but it represents much more: the quiltmaker's resourcefulness, wishes, and fierce opinion: an attempt to make something beautiful out of what otherwise might have been wasted and a desire to make some kind of peace."

And carnival wedding. Ya, I'd really like to do this. With a swing ride! http://www.etsy.com/storque/handmade-life/handmade-weddings-ticket-to-ride-11271/

Saturday, March 5, 2011

People won't always remember

.. what you did or said but they'll remember how you made them feel.

And also the distance between Streator, IL and Elbasan, Albania is 5,230 miles. Champaign to Elbasan is 5,254.7 miles.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

I love meeting new people./My final gallery show.

Rather cliche title.

I'm not one of those people that writes that description down for themselves in questionnaires. Or have it in a MySpace profile amongst a list of other to do's of sexual innuendos, circa 2001.

But I truly like to meet new people. I like to let these people know I enjoy meeting them and it often scares people. But in the right circumstances, I'm developing this estranged interesting arrangement of interests and if that in turn is related to the relevance of the situation created with them, so be it.

The art of Loving. I'm not sure how I feel about this blog title. But I love the caption.

Living is the art of loving.
Loving is the art of caring.
Caring is the art of sharing.
Sharing is the art of living.
If you want to lift yourself up, lift up someone else.

It's a rather sing songy Booker T. Washington quote. I like the awkward situation of whether this quote is a dictation, it seems rather biblical. But not actually, more of if someone treated Booker T. Washington's statements in a biblical sense. But fine, alright, I liked it because of the obvious relation to my name and how I can connect with the thought it purposes in the text.

This month has become a month of puffy eyes. Parties and working 65 hours for sad events and packing and leaving and reexplaining to everyone everyone everyone why I'm doing this. And there's distractions from said course of travel not in a defining manner where I throw it all away. Shit, it took two years to get here. I'm going damnit.

My father sent me a thank you card for helping him with his show.

I haven't read it yet.

My father has exquisite handwriting.

These things make me cry.

Because I used to be a really bad kid.. like terrible to my parents and to other people.

And I'll live my whole life remembering that and trying to work towards what I should be instead.

I took down the entire gallery show tonight and Emily and I wrote out our thoughts on how it went. Might as well share it with the world right?

The show took us 65 hours last week to install and 2 1/2 hours to take down. We took the back of one of our posters and made 4 sections titled: Love, Impact, Improvements, and Feelings. It's good to sit back and review something after it's over.

Love
- The 'pubical'/being able to use an unused space.
- The color, the warmth.
- Working together. (Em & I)
- Making a huge dream come true.
- The Spanish sex cartoons in the pubical
-  The golden trophy vagina entrance, the fact that we didn't nix it at the last moment, and that people had to duck and step into it.
- Healther Ault
- Mari
- The events: Art therapy workshop Wednesday, MFA dance performance Thursday, V-Day Monologues and benefit concert Friday, our reception/my going away party on Saturday, and ending it all with tango into the evening.
- The dress I wore.
- The pubical becoming the "boom boom room" for multiple people. I don't care if people have a problem with that.
- My parents came.
-Period in the boom boom room.
- The fun people had with the trophy vagina entrance.
- That on Monday night I had the bright idea to add words to the streams of fabric.. and we did. We worked on that section of the display for.. 19 hours. But now it can be re-used by RACES for other art shows and displayed in their office.

Impact
Negative
- Empowering the empowered.
- Less community support then desired.
- It may have been slightly clique-y.
- Lasting-time- elements that keep and hold people in the gallery.
- The title "Read Between the Legs: She's in There" scared people.
- GT Hardwick the building owner- talking to me in a sense that he was blaming the victims.
- Valentine's Day? Todd Marshall an artist and a friend finding the scene to be more happy go lucky than extreme women strength and empowerment. But he's a man.. so ya. He thought with it being a fundraiser for RACES that it ought to be darker.. we disagree.
- Bloody period floor.. extremely embarrassing.. until Emily laughed at the situation and made me feel better. :)

Positive
- Visual strength
- Exposure for RACES
- Created dialogue, even if people didn't come they saw the name and talked about it. It even created dialogue in the form of crying in the arms of a boy Friday night and telling my dreaded personal story. Not the boy in the picture.
- More people were exposed to the potential of re-use material.
- We set the bar very high for all other BFA senior thesis shows this semester.
- The title scared people.
- Personal empowerment for future development. We inspired ourselves to keep thinking about this topic.
- The volunteers we had were inspired, their diligence to the project helped increase their interest and inspiration.
- We all talked about rape. Our own rapes, those of friends and mothers and how the United States is the number 9 on the list of percentage of women raped. How that is not not acceptable.

Improvements
- Start sooner
- Better manipulation of the fridge in the pubical.
- Artwork more directly related/ finding more people who create artwork we desire.
- A more defined theme so that we don't have to continuously defend it. It should be completely apparent what we were saying.
- Sending a personal email to people about the event, I just ran out of time.
- More time for the display to be up.
- Public art.
- More visual presence on the street.
- More people here during staffing. I often felt when people came in that I didn't want them there because I wanted my alone time with the space. I know that is bad but it's how I felt. Staffing could have helped with that situation.
- Troops of people on the street promoting. We originally had an idea to have people run around like sperm..
- More fundraising efforts/people who have money attending.
- Personal invitations in the form of origami vaginas, something that got nixed.
- More volunteers
- More interactive pieces.
- Not completely exhausting ourselves. Wednesday morning I began at 9:30 am.. I left at 7 am and was back again at 12:30/1 pm until 3:30 am. I didn't look that great at the party because I was.. exhausted. I even developed an eye infection.. jeesh.

Feelings
- Wow
- Barely anyone gave me feedback on the fact that there was a nude photo of me on the wall. (But apparently very good things were said to Emily.)
- I felt strong and happy in the space.
- I felt sad by the demeanor of some of the art students. They turned inward on themselves when we wanted them to.. expand, explode, talk to us.
- Putting this at the end.. what can I do now?
- Great starting point for further campaigning for our cause. Ladies Sewing Circle and Terrorist Society unite!
- Friday was amazing.. minus the hitting the parked car and being belligerent.
- Struggling with humility. Getting sick and tired of answering the when are you leaving, where are you going, what is your background, what are you doing there, blah blah blah.. Feel like I need to carry around my resume and just hand it to people. Here, if you need to know sooo badly.
- Re-Use this was my component of the show. Feedback on that from Em's professors/my ideas as well.
+ Pulling anything and everything together to make something beautiful.
+ Labor of Love
+ The method of sewing, a form of protest. Showing angst and madness.
- My monologue- I decided shortly before the event which one I would do. I hadn't read it out loud until I got up there. I created the way I delivered the message as I was saying it.
- We didn't always get what the other was doing but that was ok.. Love my dear friend Emily so very much and will miss her immensely. After we go to law school, let's rule the world dear.




PC Questionnaire.. Finally

I made far too many drafts of this but I'm glad I went back and revised the first one because it wasn't expansive enough. Here it is for anyone who cares. :)

Peace Corps Albania’s Community and Organization Development project has a broad scope that includes Volunteer placements with a number of different types of local organizations, with a primary focus on the development of capacity of those organizations to carry out local priorities. Your assignment will likely be with either a local governmental organization or a non-governmental organization (NGO). One of your fundamental first steps, no matter what the placement, will be to develop trust and confidence with your colleagues. Some of the ways that you do this are to say “yes” to requests small and large (as long as they are not illegal!), such as to help with English language, or with basic computer skills and usage. Being willing to take on these simple requests early in your service will build relationships from which opportunities to undertake more complex project activities later in your service will come forth.
The following scenarios represent a spectrum of possible situations and do not describe specific placements. Please note that an increasing number of Community & Organizational Development (COD) Volunteer placements will be made to smaller towns and villages.
Please review the scenarios and respond to this question.

What in your experience and background prepares you for working in scenarios similar to the ones described above?


Scenario 1: 
You are assigned to a small municipality (bashkia) (population 5,000 – 20,000) or large (population 50,000 to 100,000) municipality whose staff is university-degreed in their areas of expertise. Young professionals have good education, but lack practical experience, while the older staff has a lot of experience, but lack new approaches of functioning in market economy setting. This bashkia has expressed a need for Volunteer assistance in such issues as planning (urban, economic, tourism development, etc.), project development, public relations and fund development and mobilizing local resources for project support.  Under the decentralization process, the bashkia is increasingly responsible for managing and providing all public services and is struggling to implement better systems for doing so.  In addition, the bashkia is working to shift its internal information systems from a manual to a digital system and requires assistance in gathering and coordinating sometimes conflicting or overlapping information from its various departments.  You may be placed within one department to assist with a specific priority, or you may be placed at a level within the bashkia that allows you to assist various departments depending on how your skills match the needs and priorities of the organization.

Working in this setting requires a lot of self-initiative/motivation, open-mindedness, patience and adaptation skills.

Previous Volunteers working in this setting found that the main challenge was to find “meaningful” work, especially in the beginning. With time, and by conscientiously building trust with your co-workers, you will be more involved and busy with agency priorities and projects.    

My response:  
My first reaction to this scenario was implementing GIS to track characteristics of the population.  Systems could be developed to locate needs and create policies to deal with these needs.  A professor of mine studied the population of neighborhoods to help the school system better understand where to draw the school borders.  I have a marginal level of experience with GIS, however, I believe development of this program could be a positive resource for a larger city.

Other methods of gathering data should be investigated.  I believe I have the patience to gather information and am knowledgeable about and enjoy data entry.  If getting organized is the first step in the direction towards their goal of implementing better systems for public services, I will wholeheartedly devote myself to such.  Having a clear understanding of situations often requires organization. This helps identify what information one is seeking.  Research, gathering and data input will help me become familiar with possible solutions.

I have held several jobs where there was little overhead.  In my past three jobs, I successfully identified expectations, then investigated and developed programming.  Adoption of my ideas led to accomplished projects.

During a high school spring break, I accompanied my Presbyterian church group to D'Iberville, Mississippi to aid in the Katrina Relief.  We hung and taped drywall and I was quite ill through the whole trip.  I remember my pastor spoke one night about being unsure of the direction our relief effort was taking.  He wondered if we were truly making an impact on the larger problem of people being without homes and displaced after the hurricane.  Although I consider myself an atheist, rarely did I deter my pastor's opinion.  He was a man I've always held in extreme high regard for his active, unusual methods of promoting good in the community.  But I was motivated to rebut his comment saying I've always felt that any step in the right direction is better than no progress at all.

Scenario 2:
You are assigned to an Albanian non-governmental organization (NGO) that fits one of the following types:
  1. A branch of a capital-based NGO that works in the field of community development and organizing.  Their focus is developing rural communities by developing local community-based organizations (CBOs).  The main responsibility of the Volunteer working with this type of NGO is to serve as a “Capacity Building Focal Point” and to assist the local team of professionals in the implementation of community development initiatives as well as developing their managerial capacities.
  2. An NGO that coordinates and supports the development of other NGOs in the region,
  3. An individual NGO that requires institutional development and is well-linked with other NGOs in the community
Most of NGOs outside of Tirana have little capacity in project development, fundraising, board development or sustainable service delivery. 
As you will be expected to outreach and coordinate the other NGOs in your community, you might be helping them to address needs in following areas:
·         developing and prioritizing projects,
  • aligning services with organizational mission and goals,
  • establishing sustainable funding, and providing effective services, 
  • coordinating with other local agencies including other NGOs and the local government.
 My response:
I believe my strengths lie in researching the development of the community-based organization.  As a team member, I can help create studies to make decisions about the community's needs and brainstorm with the group ways to best serve these needs. Although a young woman, one of my assets is deliverance.  Given a task, I will perform to the best of my ability.  

In past job situations, I have been responsible for creating programs and systems for monitoring progress of interns.  I believe my strong managerial abilities could be relied upon to help achieve progress toward identified needs. The general concepts and processes I used could help but could be heavily advanced upon.

Another asset I believe I have is leadership and creativity.  I've successfully coordinated fundraising, social and professional events using original methods.  I've served on several boards of nonprofit organizations, often in a position of leadership.  As Secretary of the Public Art League (PAL) of Champaign-Urbana board, I assisted the organization in only 4 months to raise funds, organize a national call to artists, exhibit eight leased public art pieces, and host a concert celebration at the conclusion.  At a non-profit gallery, Indi Go, where I was the only employee; I orchestrated the installment of 34 arts shows and 19 additional events.  As well, I helped developed a movement called the South Downtown Arts District (SODO), a term a few of the art related businesses in our area have coined for an underground/city approved movement to increase the celebration of an area of town seeking to instigate the creation of street art, more physical presence, as well as collaborative art programming. These affairs required a remarkable amount of coordination between newspapers, city officials, additional nonprofits, and other organizations.  I believe I have obtained numerous skills that will assist me to communicate and coordinate with other NGOs in the area, which has been vital to gain and sustain Indi Go, SODO, PAL, and The I.D.E.A. Store.

While past experiences have helped me gain proficiency in project development, fundraising, board development and structure, I also believe I have strengthened my creativity skills through these programs.  I strongly believe in learning by doing (the 4-H motto, which I was a member of for 10 years) and have recently begun crafting.  I was inspired by the opening of a reuse, raw material, "scrap" store, The I.D.E.A. Store, which is an earned enterprise of the Champaign-Urbana School Foundation. I developed the store's marketing via Social Media.  I look forward to using my experience and skills of practical application to teach others, as well as learning from those I will be serving. 

I am familiar with the structure of and development of board operations.  Correct information gained from community input concerning their needs can facilitate prioritization of projects.  Scenario two seems to need creative, successful development of programs seeking sustainable systems and the capacity for funding opportunities.  I've reviewed my previous endeavors not to suggest that the situation in Albania will not be determinedly more difficult, but in an effort to showcase my experience and give relevance to what I hope to aspire to do.

Scenario 3:
You are assigned to a governmental organization in one of the main cities of Albania (outside of capital).  The principal activities of the organization are related to the preservation and restoration of cultural monuments.  A secondary role of this organization is to promote the cultural heritage of these monuments by collecting information about them and disseminating it to students, scholars and tourists.  To support this mission, a Peace Corps volunteer may be required to: 
  • develop and maintain systems to track the costs and progress of restoration/preservation projects
  • establish and maintain a catalog of photographs
  • produce and edit films of monuments and cultural events
  • develop and maintain architectural drawings
  • develop and update a web site with information for tourists, students and scholars
  • assist in translating correspondence to and from English
  • installing and updating computer hardware and software
  • troubleshooting computer problems
  • link with other organizations in the community and country to integrate local activities with more  broadly-based tourism development efforts
My response:
One of my three favorite classes of my Urban Planning courses was titled Historical Preservation and I have strong feelings for this subject.  In the class we learned how to locate where historical records were kept and how to access them.  At the local library, we studied the historical relevance of homes in the area and prepared reports of information about the history of these homes.  We also took tours of downtown historical buildings.

From September 2008 to September 2009, I assisted the Champaign Downtown Association in an internship position.  After the nonprofit organization's executive director was let go, I acquired the part-time position of Staff Director until August 2010.  In this position, I was responsible for hiring volunteer interns, attending committee meetings about potential programming, keeping accurate systems of tracking membership and dues, maintaining an up-to-date and well-designed website.   Other projects I worked on for the CDA included attracting potential donors, working with several other community organizations to create multiple large scale downtown events, and creating promotional materials to attract shoppers to the downtown area.
 
The need for cultural heritage preservation should be a goal not only for community building but also for tourism and economic development.  The Urban Environment Committee of the CDA was dedicated solely to the goal of increasing the value of the downtown experience.  This group worked on all-sized projects from installing Christmas decorations to a massive downtown clean-up project as part of the University’s homecoming festivities. This later effort I completely led, with little oversight.
As director of the Indi Go Art Gallery in downtown Champaign, I created a program I called my event timeline.  This helped me keep track of project development, booking shows, and communicating with the artists about promoting their shows. As well as all of the necessary steps for completing promotion for each week long show.

I thoroughly enjoy taking photographs, and creating beautiful arrangements of information that is both professional and artistic.  As art gallery manager, I enjoyed taking photos of the exhibits, capturing each event as I saw it in my mind's eye.  I'm emerging and learning more about brand imaging and message marketing.  I believe there is a developing market for cheap forms of promotion in relation to how it attracts the attention of students, scholars and tourists.

I'm not completely familiar with creating and editing films, but I don't believe it's beyond my abilities and I would enjoy learning this skill. Those in my age group are typically computer proficient.  I have the ability to install and update computer programs.  I also have experience in Adobe and Word programs as well as website programs such as Wordpress, Blogger, and Wix.

I thoroughly am engrossed in art, and am developing myself as an artist. I feel historical preservation, marketing, and nonprofit management, are all forms of art. If this position is actually an opportunity, it would be my ideal placement.

Scenario 4:

You are assigned to a business association or a governmental organization that focuses on promoting business development and consumer protection in one of the towns of Albania (outside of capital). The organization is dedicated to providing increasing business opportunities for small businesses and farmers in the region, and improving the business management skills and practices of local business owners. 
As a Peace Corps Volunteer, your role is to support the improvement of the local organization staff’s project planning and management skills, as well as help the organization in its outreach efforts and to provide direct business technical assistance to local businesses and farmers.  Some of other potential responsibilities might be:
·         Linking with the stakeholders in community (knowing their activities and their interests)
·         Help the branch to effectively set up internal and external organizational systems; help the association’s manager to improve managerial and leadership skills; help in qualifying the new staff to effectively carry out their responsibilities; help to strengthen the branch and reach out clients in need;
·         Serving as a trainer/consultant to business clients on topics such as marketing, pricing, business planning;
·         Providing daily onsite technical assistance, based on specific needs identified
·         Helping local staff understand and implement the basic principles of community and stakeholders outreach
·         Conducting workshops for women that are focused on increasing their business knowledge and skills in order to empower them and provide them with a greater level of independence


My response: 

Working for the CDA gave me an opportunity to promote local businesses.  I believe I developed an interest in encouraging and became familiar with the efficient running of small businesses while growing up on a farm.  My sisters and I grew up assisting my parents with the farming as well as another small, seasonal business.  In addition, I was a 10 year 4-H member and raised animals for 4-H and FFA projects.  I grew up listening to conversations about agriculture and food politics; I grew up with home canning and daily commodity pricing markets.  This background gives me something in common to help me unite with other rural community 
individuals.

I look forward to applying my knowledge, or at least my hard-working, farm girl ethics to assisting businesses to grow themselves.  Being successful in a community requires diligent integration into the population.  My endeavors with the CDA and with Indi Go Art Gallery exposed me to frequent contacts with the local downtown businesses.  I widened my interests when I assisted in the start-up of a new company called Escape Locally.  The premise of this business is to promote tourism packages for East Central Illinois, an underdeveloped market. People often consider me to be a networker and reach out to me for assistance with projects due to the contacts I have created with these positions.

My past involvement in community work has taught me the importance of getting to know people as well as earning and deserving their trust and respect.  Marketing was one of the largest components of my responsibilities while working for CDA and Indi Go.  I would enjoy putting the knowledge I gained from these experiences to work assisting businesses.  My understanding of basic web development and computer programming would be of great benefit.

My college minor was in Gender and Women's Studies and I would be delighted to focus on working with women to grow their potential.  The last exhibit I was involved with at the Indi Go Art Gallery was a combination a farewell for me and a senior project for my replacement.  Titled "Read Between the Legs: She's in There" the show's concept was women empowerment. Prior to the show we spent 65 hours creating 40 foot fabric streams.  Using recycled materials and with a minimal budget, I sewed 14 streams of fabric which covered the walls of the gallery.  The uniqueness and beauty invited passers-by to come in. In addition, the event was a fundraiser for the Rape Advocacy, Counseling, and Educational Services (RACES) Center.  I feel strongly about women empowerment and independence, these topics are ones I hope to work for throughout my life.

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